are without health insurance in the US.

Due to some circumstances, which I don't want to get into cause it will only cause my blood pressure to sky rocket again, I'm without health insurance as of September 1st.

The kids are covered through a state program and John's covered through the VA but as for me...

Well, I'm shit out of luck.

There's a slim possibility that I might be able to get coverage if I fill out a bunch of paperwork and the state decides that I'm sick enough to warrant coverage. Also, I have to fill out paperwork for the drug companies, practically begging them to give me free drugs.

My hair is falling out even more and you can see right through to my scalp all over the top of my head. The inside of my mouth is torn apart cause I'm so stressed and constantly chewing it. I've got a test on Monday in Anatomy and Physiology and it's only 30 questions, which means I can only get 1 or 2 wrong and still have an A and it's on the blood system, which is a bitch of a system to learn.

I just wanna curl up into a corner and not come out.

Oh and coding? It's a bitch. I dream every night about it. Last night, I dreamed that I had to code and bill Sashi and Rine's wedding. *headdesk* Your flowers needed modifiers, the ring bearer had at least three different codes and diagnoses and I couldn't find the ICD-9 code for Rine's dress!

And I've got 8 more months of school to go! *sobs*