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*lechymonk

is a dreamer

One year ago...

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 12, 2009, 10:18 PM

I was sick with apprehension, worried about rejection and basically... a ball of nerves.

I always thought being alone would be preferable to getting my heart broken. I guess I was wrong.

It's from a movie but I like to think of this quote as my new personal motto.

A life lived in fear, is a life half lived.

I'm trying my best to not live my life in fear, to grab every moment and rejoice in it. To be happy with who I am and make goals and stick with them. To realize that the light at the end of the tunnel isn't so far away and I CAN reach it.

That attitude is what I wish for my friends, my family and most of all, My Special Someone Who Is Just For Me.

I Love You.

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Mood: Tender
Listening to: Eien no Setsuna
Reading: My textbooks
Watching: Fuma no Kojiro
Drinking: Water

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=Sashiko Sep 12, 2009, 10:53:53 PM

you know, lech, sometimes you're just so ridiculously adorable that I want to squeeze you until you pop

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_{=-= Dont feed my monkey
~Proud to be Sanzo in the ~rp-ikkou}

~Wolverina Sep 12, 2009, 11:02:11 PM

squeee. luv joo lechy

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Why is the rum always gone?
Oh look a Peanut!
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Free of all,bound by nothing, you live your life simply as it is. ~Sanzo from Saiyuki
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proud to be Koumyou Sanzo in the [link]

~Adi-san Sep 13, 2009, 12:50:25 AM

_{*squeezes tight*
Keep living like you want to live and try to live your life fully.
You deserve it. Deserve all the happiness you can reach.}

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_{_{The difference between rape and murder is that murder is kind enough not to leave its victims alive.

Proud to be Ukoku in [link]}}

=SaNdRiNeChan Sep 13, 2009, 3:33:40 AM

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

_{...I hope m'rite.}

*lechymonk Sep 13, 2009, 6:19:31 AM

Yep, one year down, a hundred to go! I plan on living until my last hair drops from my head...*which could be a very short time at the rate those fuckers are dropping off my head*

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Um, Hakkai-san?... Do you like Gojyo-san?
Eh?... Yes, I do. You see, it’s been declared that we devote ourselves to one another
Gojyo san, are you happy?
Ah? … I guess so. Well, it ain’t bad

Hakkai in the ~rp-ikkou

*lechymonk Sep 13, 2009, 6:20:01 AM

Thank you! And check your email. I finally got Paypal to work.

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Um, Hakkai-san?... Do you like Gojyo-san?
Eh?... Yes, I do. You see, it’s been declared that we devote ourselves to one another
Gojyo san, are you happy?
Ah? … I guess so. Well, it ain’t bad

Hakkai in the ~rp-ikkou

*lechymonk Sep 13, 2009, 6:20:13 AM

Love you too Poppa!!

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Um, Hakkai-san?... Do you like Gojyo-san?
Eh?... Yes, I do. You see, it’s been declared that we devote ourselves to one another
Gojyo san, are you happy?
Ah? … I guess so. Well, it ain’t bad

Hakkai in the ~rp-ikkou

*lechymonk Sep 13, 2009, 6:21:32 AM

Aww!

*fantastic comeback, isn't it?*

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Um, Hakkai-san?... Do you like Gojyo-san?
Eh?... Yes, I do. You see, it’s been declared that we devote ourselves to one another
Gojyo san, are you happy?
Ah? … I guess so. Well, it ain’t bad

Hakkai in the ~rp-ikkou

~Adi-san Sep 13, 2009, 6:28:03 AM

_{You don't need to thank me. It's just what you should be given.

Wait...
Missa... Check your PMs.}

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_{_{The difference between rape and murder is that murder is kind enough not to leave its victims alive.

Proud to be Ukoku in [link]}}

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